The Dresses

This is getting stressful. Friday is Neldon and my 2 year anniversary, and I am sitting here planning our wedding.. Looking at bridesmaid and flower girl dresses.. Neldon has basically told me to plan it how I want it. But It's hard not having him here to have his input on all of this. It's hard. I didn't think it would be this hard.. But the reason I'm looking for everything now is so I can get an idea on how much I'm going to be spending. But on the other hand, I have found this designer that I really really like. I just need prices and I can't get them on the website. I have to go into the store where I bought my wedding dress. But that's okay. Those ladies have always been so awesome to deal with. This is going to be one expensive wedding - considering we each have 8 people in our lines - but Neldon and I are both so excited. It's going to be big.. And with 2 years of planning. It'll be the best wedding ever. I know that's a biased opinion.. But still. The biggest part (my dress) is out of the way. So thankfully I don't have to go dress shopping for me.. Just jewelry and shoes. And I think with the jewelry, I'm waiting for Neldon so he can help me pick out necklace and earrings. Bracelet? I don't think I want a bracelet. We'll see though. Neldon may have other plans. I'm getting excited. But my anxiety is killing me. I feel like I'm not getting anything done and I have to wait for Neldon to make some decisions. I just want to plan it all. But.. I guess at least with some of the decisions.. We will still have 6 months from when he gets out to deal with the rest of everything. :)